As noted earlier, former WWE developmental talent Brian McGhee is facing first degree murder charges after allegedly stabbing Bianca McGaughey to death.
We reported back in May of 2012 that McGhee had made a Facebook post which appeared to have been a cry for help. Later the post was deleted and McGhee claimed that he was hacked. Here is what was wrote before he was released from WWE last summer.
“Guys, I don’t know how much longer I can handle this. Every day is a constant struggle to keep my sanity. I love wrestling and it’s all I ever wanted to do. Already going crazy since I’ve been for like ten months now, but it gets worse. Every day a trainer goes out of his way to rib or disrespect me in front of the boys because I’ve been out so long. I can’t clear myself. I wanna wrestle more than anything, but I don’t even know who I am anymore. It’s so f–king hard. I just feel it just building inside of me and I don’t know how much longer I can contain it. I have daydreams of just f–king everyone up on some real s–t. I’m not a kid. I’m a f–king man. But what do you do when the people in charge of helping you get to the main roster are the ones making your life the hardest. I’ve been drinking almost every day. It’s to the point to where I keep Vodka and Gin in my trunk. Help me!”